Here i am now on this abyss
I sit and watch behind this glass
In a corner of a coffee shop
Sipping tea that wouldn’t be warm enough

Listening to the echoes
Thinking of the hows and whys
And when will i be sane
Sick of raindrops skittering on a window pane

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Here i am now on this abyss

I sit and watch behind this glass

In a corner of a coffee shop

Sipping tea that wouldn’t be warm enough

Listening to the echoes

Thinking of the hows and whys

And when will i be sane

Sick of raindrops skittering on a window pane

To my Uncle..

If i were to laugh it’d be at your jokes

If i were to eat something it’d be ginabot

If i were to choose a place it’d be your house and

If i were to choose my favorite person it’d be you
Life’s too unfair and fate’s too unpredictable

It’s depressing and way too frustrating

Time’s gonna make you wish it was longer

And memories will make you cry at night wishing they were real
If i could only go back to the last time we talked

I would’ve said the words i’ve never uttered before

I would’ve hugged you so tight that you’d burst

And i would’ve thanked you for everything you’ve done for me

Hi there reader!

So this is a poem made for me by someone whose heart i broke cos i took for granted. He knew i really liked poems so he made one. I really liked it that i kept it in my journal since and i wanna share it to you today. This is quite long but i hope you read it till the end 😃

The ocean is quiet tonight
Stars are not shining bright
Everything is but a standstill of doubts and lies
Confusing at times like the question of tides
But it is still beautiful tonight
And everything is just alright
You’re far and far and ocean keeps us apart
It does not mean that i will not do my part
These tides are but flow that come and go
What matters is what to show
Let me be your message in a bottle
For you to call when everything is but a shackle
Give me your pain and sorrow
And i will give you the hope of tomorrow
I believe in you with my love, trust and loyalty
With no regret, suffering nor pity
To show only respect ratheer than utter contempt
Forgive me for my attempt
But you have me, everything and mine
And i don’t want you to keep in line
You’re as free as the sea
I will not beg and plea
Take me when you’re ready
And all would be a remedy
The ocean is quiet tonight
Stars are not shining bright
The quiet is beautiful
And the bright is truthful
Give me what is yours to give
And we will surely live
Let me be your message ina bottle every night
When you are at the shores in you every right

Memoirs of You

I will always remember the summer i fell in love 

All the weeks were full of life

And the flowers are  fully bloomed

I will always remember the warmness in your eyes 

The smile that lights up my world

The empty nights wondering if you’re deep asleep

Wondering what love really is

All those hours of sleepless nights fighting over silly things

But the best thing after that are the forehead kisses and hugs 

Like nothing ever happened

I will never understand what it is inside the both of us

That makes us fight so hard with our prides that it hurt so much

Love is a bittersweet pain

A constant reminder, a constant sadness

A curse we’re all blessed with

It’s beautiful and ugly

And love is a music played in a silent night

It’s the first thought in the morning

What it is that motivates us to keep going

It’s the same force that keeps us wishing we were somewhere in the past

What’s funny is it’s the little things you remember

How perfect your fingers fit between theirs

The silly jokes and the goofy laugh

The late night drives and talks under the stars

It’s funny that there are a few billion people in this world

And i’m stuck here with you

I love being wrapped in your arms like burrito

I love that there is no place else in the universe that i’d belong

Like i belong in there

And i find strength with the thought that you love me too

That our hearts are connecting

I like to thing that there’s a place where all our plans and promises

Are growing and alive

Your voice is the lullaby that helps me fall asleep

You will always be my summer

You will always be my love

Bittersweet

I’m bitter, you’re sweet
Heck you make my heart skip a beat
Med students call it premature ventricular contractions
Teens call it “kilig”
Some call it infatuation
I know nothing ’bout this shit

I’m in, you’re out
We keep on taking different routes
I’m right, you’re left
I should file you a case on theft
You stole my heart you weird little human
Don’t laugh i’m writing this the most creative way i can

I hate it when you’re being bubbly
You hate it when i’m too chatty
I hate it when you just stare
I feel like you don’t even care
This thing we have it’s different than the others
Sometimes we’re friends, Often times we’re lovers

Push and pull is what we do
Hot and cold either me or you
Naughty and nice depends on the mood
Whatever works as long as we’re good

Rain 

Here you are again

Pouring your heart out on me

Letting me feel the coldness

The sadness is everything i see

Your tears are falling everywhere

I wish i could talk to you
But all i can do is feel your sorrow

Just let me cry with you too

It’s beautiful, you are beautiful

With the tears you cry

For there is beauty in your sadness

You don’t even have to try

The Only World I Need 

There will come a day when the world is shattered and abandoned.

A dark day that everyone is gone and life seems lost.

A world filled with pain and loss and nothing can be done to remedy the pain and sorrow. 

The world will end someday but not for me because the only world i need is you. 

I can live a desonate world as long as i have you.

For without you, my world is lost forever into a lifeless abyss.

The day i lose you is the end of the world for me.

You give me light in any darkest day. 

Stay with me and i will always be happy no matter where we are. 

My Favorite Summer Mistake

It was one summer

A fine day i remember

You rode on your bike as you circled

It caught my attention yet i never mingled

It was a cold summer night 

when we first talked

A starry summer night 

i stared up as i walked

We drove in a car and toured around town 

The first time i smiled and didn’t frown

There’s something about you

Said the back of my mind

I’m curious, no, interested

Of what i might find

So we chatted, texted

Hung out almost everyday

And slowly i felt the pain inside me 

going away

It was fun, you and me

Talking and laughing, this might be destiny

For months on end we stayed like that

Sometimes we fight like mouse and cat

Little did i know i was already falling

For someone i’m not even sure of whether he’s playing

It went on and on

Then obstacles came

You hurt me bigtime

But i was to blame

It wasn’t anybody’s fault but mine

For i believed in things and started to whine

 

I was so mad

That we got into a fight

It was so bad 

Then you were out of sight

We haven’t said our hellos 

for like a week

For i said my goodbye 

yet my heart started to seek

Unexpectedly you came to me

I didn’t want you to beg and plea

You said no word and hugged me tight

I knew it was wrong but it felt so right

God, i missed you where have you been?

But i was mad and uttered words i didn’t mean

Then i noticed actions of drunkness

And those sweet chinky eyes was full of sadness

Then and there i knew you were sorry

Then and there i started to worry

Then and there i knew i forgive you 

Then and there i realized i love you