Letter Before Hell

My Love, I hope this finds you well
There are some things that I should tell
I do hope that you’ll read this through
I wish you’d keep this, I wish you do
If hell is a place for people like me
Might as well I tell you thee
Before I go you need to know
The things I feel but didn’t show
My love is yours and yours alone
A love so deep I could have shown
Now all I can do is write you this
Surely that I’ll truly miss
Those sweet eyes I refused to look
Those sweet smiles that caught me like a hook
Your face so perfect I couldn’t dare touch
This thing I feel it’s all too much
I regret all the chances I didn’t take
All the memories we could’ve made
In this letter I bid my farewell
For my life is done, I’m going on a trip to hell

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Ain’t the End

Let me tell you a story

This is about you and me

A story about how you made me happy

Then left me in melancholy

At first it was blissful, everything’s full of life

But you were gone it struck me like a knife

We got it all planned out, our life together

Yet in a snap you walked away and didn’t even bother

So here I wait cause I love you still

Tears drop as these inks on sheets I fill

You need not worry cause I’m trying to mend

Though deep in my heart I know this ain’t the end

 

Tell Me

Tell me all your burdens

Tell me all your plans

Tell me all your sorrows

The thing your heart demands

Tell me that you love me

Tell me that you do

Tell me everything

Tell me all that’s true

All Alone

she’s living in a tree of loneliness
something’s staying away, her happiness
she awaits to hear a melody
but whatever she does
her life is still in melancholy
what has she done so wrong
to experience sadness for so long
trying to find the right path
her problems much harder than math
as her directions were left astray
she was left there to stay
all alone she went through her journey
stood bravely with all the burdens she carry

Find Me

swim, swim deeper into the sea
maybe there you’d find me
drowning, obviously
screaming for help, maybe
water filling my lungs slowly
this time it’s killing me
come faster
for i am in a state of disaster
boy you need to hurry
cause my sight’s becoming blurry
find me, find me before it’s too late
before my mind poisons me
and tell me it’s fate

 

Til Next Time

Til next time my dear

Hopefully when things are clear

When i finally got rid of my fear

I wish you’d be near

 

Til next time my love

My god sent gift from above

I’ll let you fly like a dove

You’re the only thing i ever wished to have

 

Til next time my boo

I wish what we had was true

When you told me “i love you”

I should’ve said “i love you too”

 

Til next time my sweetheart

I did not wish for us to part

I may have pushed you like a cart

Bear in mind you’ll always be in my heart

 

 

Farewell

I really thought it was you

But it was too good to be true

I gave you my all

Though at first i was afraid to fall

For the months we spent together

What i felt for you grew deeper and deeper

Yet everytime you say “i love you”

I say “No, that’s just infatuation for you”

You can’t blame me for my decisions

For your words don’t coincide with your actions

I really thought this was my second shot on love

My prayers answered from up above

But then things then took a turn

Now i guess you’re just another picture to burn

Burn to dust it’s such a shame

For my heart still calls for your name

Baby don’t worry I’ll be fine

Cause i know from the start you weren’t mine

I kept an open mind that this day shall come

And my heart rumbles like the beat o the drum

Maybe now’s just not our time

For our words don’t seem to rhyme

Or maybe you’re just not meant for me

Let’s leave it all to destiny

I hope someday when i’m completely gone

You would say

“How could i let her go?

She was the one.”